(j/mbh ouBk «s/ Btzpo, 1927 dh skoh] gJh j'Jh j?, vkbh d/ ;[oohnfb;N bfjo ftu gqt/F s'_ e[M wjhB/ fgZS'_ dh . w{b o{g ftu, fJj fJe B[wkfJF d/ ;{uh-gZso dh G{fwek ;h . fJj ¿g[nkfJzN N{ i{oÀ ftu g[Bo-gqekfFs j'Jh ;h .)
vkbh fJe nfij/ nkdwh tork j? i' gqthDsk ns/ ¿gqfsGkÀ ftueko fjufeukT[_dk j?, iK fit/_ fe fJZe tko fe;/ B/ nkfynk ;h pdh ns/ B/eh ftueko . T[j T[jBK ftu'_ fJZe j? i' J/Bh f}nkdk d{oh s'_ gj[zud/ jB fe fe;/ gk; T[jBK Ì dk]b j[zfdnK f;oÕ dk]b j[zfdnK d/yD dk w[Ffeb Bkb jh teas j[zdk j? . T[j d;s-nzdk}hnK d/ f;;Nw ftu, fJZe bÕ} p'b/ pH?o nkgDk ;EkB b? b?_dk j? .
fJZe gk;/ T[j fuZuV j[zd/ jB, i' T[; d/ eZgfVnK Bkb fuzpVB ns/ T[d'_ th T[; Ì Bk SZvD dk :sB eod/ jB, id T[j pkjo rbah ftu iKdk j? . ftuko-nXhB fuZuV nkyd/ jB fe ;g/B, j'o sK j'o e?Nkb'Bhnk th tXhnk j?, fJj fe T[j fJZe nkdwh bJh nfijhnK S'NhnK-S'NhnK uh}K, J/Bh uzrh soQK g/_N eoB bJh FkBdko j? (ns/ fJj fe T[j j'o th fpjso j?, id T[j T[jBK Ì ft;sko fdzdk j?)l fe fJZe pzdk fJZe w?bh ewh} ftu, fit/_ fe ¿ftFkdwJh y/vÀ ftu t/fynk ik ;edk j? . dZ;, mhe soQK eZgV/-gkJh pzfdnK, j'o th tX/o/ nkyDk j't/, sK fJZe ;" Bzr/ pzfdnK d/ pokpo j[zdk j?, ns/ fJj fe fe;/ ehN-feow bJh ;kv/ wfjp{p w[be ftu ns/ fJ; dh pzio-thokB okiXkBh ftu feabQ/Q dk pkdFkj pDBk e'Jh f}nkdk S/sh Bjh_ . nzs Ì ;[oohnfb}w fpbe[b fBofizd-fBoiht, g/FktokBk X[s{ fit/_ fe n;h_ jK, nZvh EZb/ fwZX/-e[ub/ rJ/ jK, ¿d;skt/}heoBÀ i/s{, g[fb; nkgD/ gow-nfXekoK ;fjs, xZN'-xZN pj[s T[u/-;[Zu/ pzfdnK ti'_ g[Bo-;Ekfgs—:eahBB s[;h_ d[Bhnk Ì pdb d/D dh nk; Bjh_ eod/—FkfJd n;h_ u[Zg-ukg, ]kw'F pj[s ;kohnK ;]s-em'o uh}K gukT[D d/ :'r j' iktKr/ (wzB bT[ fuZuV, fi; s'_ pknd T[j g[okDh soQK d/ ekH}K ftu ub/ iKd/ jB, T[; ftu i' ¿n?p;N?qeNÀ (nw{os) fuZsoK ftu ik tVd/ jB...<...nkb'uBk ftu, fi; ftu fe T[j Fpd dk ¿fJBeabkpÀ fbnkT[D dh b'uk eod/ jB, yZp/-gZyh efwT{fB;N f;nk;s ftu ns/ T[; tkeZJh ;[nkdbh, fwZmh t;s{, p'bd/ f;B/wk ftu) .
d{;o/ gk;/ j? nk; L nk; fe jo uh} jh ekbh Bjh_ pD ikt/rh, nfijk j' ikD «s/ th, T[j gq;z;k:'r nktk}, i' vkbh dh j?, NZ[N/rh Bjh_, id T[j fe;/ d/ ezBK ftu g[Zi/rh, Gkt/_ fe e[M ¿gdkoEtkdhÀ T[s;[e jB fe T[; dh nktk} Ì T[; d/ g/N?_N uwV/ dh i[Zsh dh ¿uh_-uh_À ;wM fbnk ikDk ukjhdk j? . ;kÌ T[j e/; fiZs ikD dh g{oh nk; j?, i' n;h_ :EkoE d/ f]bkÕ ;kjwD/ fbnKdk j?, ns/ fJj' ekoB j?, fJ; B[eas/ s'_ nZr/ n;h_ fJe nfij/ nkdwh dk eo[Dkswe rtkj fJ; T[s/ ]k; }'o fdzfdnK, g/F eoB dk fJokdk oZyd/ jK, fi; e'b jkb/ th puk e/ oZyD tk;s/ e[M Bjh_, e[M th Bjh_, j'o sK j'o nkgDk ;h; th Bjh_ . fiE/ n;h_ ni/ th ihfts jK, i' e[M wo}h j' ikt/, wks-G{wh dk Bhu gouw ns/|iK yzvo dk gouw th f;w/ohnk «s/ rZv fdZsk ikt/, fJZe' fJZe EK i' n;h_ Bt/_ f;o/ s'_ dfonkÕs ehsh j?, ns/ T[j n;h_ nkgD/ bJh okyth_ oZyD dk ftuko oZyd/ jK . vkbh, i' fJ; d{o-d[okv/ d/F «s/ je{ws eodk j?, Ì nkgD/ j?okBhiBe p/Feahws i}ho/ s'_ tzfus Bk ehs/ ikD dk ekÕh n;[yktK nB[Gt j? . d[nk j? fe T[j T[jBK FeshnK Ì ][F eo ;e/, fiBQK dk fe T[j d[Bhnk bJh ns/ ;kv/ ftueko joekok j?, fJj fe T[j jw/Fk g[baK tk;s/ T[jBK nGkrhnK ftT[_sK tZb'_ nZyK pzd eoh oZydk j?, i' bkbu ns/ dt?F dh nfGbkFk j? fe T[j fbFed/ j'J/, ngj[zu ns/ fgnko/ dfonk «s/ pDkt/...vkbh d/ nkT[D Bkb fJj gfjbh tko j? fe wkBf;e pkohnK tkeZJh g{ohnK-g{ohnK y'bQ fdZshnK rJhnK jB sK i' n;h_ nkgD/ nkg Ì pzio-thokB n;wkB d/ ikb tZb T[go-T[Avd/ wfj;{; eo ;ehJ/ . n;h_ n;b ftu T[go tZb Ì MgN gJ/ jK ns/ jeaheas UBh jh rzGho j? fizBh fe fJ; F/o d/ f;o dh B}o «u j'D «s/ i' eo'X tKr tZvk j? iK fJ; w[y"N/ d/ B}o «u nkT[D «s/, fi; Ì fJZe d;sk bZrk j'fJnk j? ns/ i' w?Ì jkb/ th j?okB eodk j? fe fJj eh j' ;edk j? (feT[_fe w?_ vodk jK), i' d't/_ jh nfBFfus s"o «s/, jkt-Gkt ftu fe;/ spdhbh s'_ pH?o x[zwh ikDk b'ud/ bZrd/ jB, Bk-f;oÕ fJBQK s;thoK d/ nzdo jh, ;r'_ ;kv/ nzdo th—jK, fJZe fea;w d/ nzdo{Bh F'-e/; ftu—i' ;kv/ nksze bJh jtk ftu rz{ih iKdhnK jB . fit/_ fe F'-e/; B/ fJj fJzeFkÕ eo fbnk j't/ fe fJj wfj} FhfFnK dh y/v j?, fi; ftu fe sowhw eoBh ekÕh j't/rh . fBFfus s"o «s/ Gkt/_ nr'uo s"o «s/, fJZe pj[s tZvk gkV pDkT[D tk;s/, fi; ftu nzs Ì nkeko B}o nkT[Dr/, MkV-c{e :'r j? iK Bjh_, i' fe d{;o/ d/ f]Zs/ d/ fJZe b?_v-;e/g Ì jKN eod/ jB, fi; d/ f;o «s/ j'D pko/ ;kÌ jo F?n jh, ;jh s"o «s/ ]podko eoBk ukj[zdh j? . T[j n;b ftu eh ukj ;ed/ jB, T[j tfuZso ehN-gszr/ T[jBK d/ nZr/-fgZS/ x[zwd/ jB, fJZe pj[s tZv/| r'b/|Ì bVyVkT[_d/ j'J/, go ed/ th Bk EZed/, ed/ th Bk nZed/—fJzB-fpzB T[;/ jh Yzr Bkb, fit/_ fJj ikg/ fe ;kÌ Xosh d/ d[nkb/ xz[wDk g;zd j'Dk ukjhdk j? < f}zdrh i' nkdwh Ì p]Fh rJh j?, b'GK-bkbuK Bkb Gog{o j? fiBQK dh s[bBk T[jBK Bkb ehsh ik ;edh j?, fiBQK dh g/FeF ehVh]'o dh ihG ehVhnK Ì eodh j? .
;kv/ tk;s/ ;G s'_ fBofttkd sohea/ Bkb T[jBK d'tK Ì e[ubBk pkeh j?—fJZe T[j i' ;kÌ ;dkukoe f;bf;b/ «u dpkT[_dk j? ns/ d{;ok T[j i' ¿;ohoe s"o «s/À fit/_ fe T[j nkyd/ jB, ;kÌ ;kÕ-;gZFN fdqF s'_ tzfus eodk j? . fw;kb d/ s"o «s/ i/ fes/ n;h_ fJBQK Bkwh-frokwh o[ZyK Ì okj «u'_ ;kÕ eo ;ed/ ns/ xoK Ì ns/ itkbkw[yhnK Ì ns/ ;bsBsK Ì ;[oohnfb}w dk ok} fJ; rZb ftu b[gs j? fe n;h_ fJ; d/ eakfJb jK fe T[jBK d/ fgZ*S/ e'Jh uh} S[gh j'Jh j? . j[D b'V fJ; rZb dh j? fe o[ZyK Ì ]sw eoB d/ tZy-tZy Yzr-sohfenK dh fJj t/yD bJh goy-gVskb ehsh ikt/ fe T[jBK ftu'_ e/tb fJZe jh ;kv/ bJh pkeah oj/, fi; dk fBoGo nzfsw ftFb/FD
ftu, ;kvh ;t?-fJZSZe fdqFNhGow (Voluntary
Hallucination) «s/ j't/ . fXnkB dk y/so, fit/_ fe fJZe S'Nk fijk gqfsfpzp ;kÌ ;wMk d/t/rkl T[j j?, fi; ftu jo T[j t;s{ fi; Ì tZX s'_ tZX FZeh GktBktK ti'_ wB ftu oZfynk ik ;edk j?, pj[s jh ;kÕ gosZyh ik ;edh j? . fJ; s'_ ihtB «s/ fJZe ftXhts jwb/ d/ okj ftu pj[s e[M dh nk; ehsh ik ;edh j? .
vkbh dh ebk i' fe j[D sZe fdqFNh-Goweko ti'_ ;G s'_ tZX gqf;ZX j?, fJZe tk;sfte ]sok j? . j[D s'_ n;b'_ Bt/_ ns/ }kfjok s"o «s/ G?V/ fJokd/ tkb/ iht BkNe ftu dk]b j[zd/ jB . T[jBK Ì n;h_ p/o'e-N'e bzxfdnK fJZe G?n-Ghs eoB tkbh ][Fh Bkb sZed/ jK ns/ fi; Yzr Bkb T[j frDsh ftu tX oj/ jB ns/ MgZNk wkod/ jB, T[; s'_ n;h_ ;wMd/ jK fe T[j fFeko d/ iht jB ..
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